... Is somewhat bitter sweet. You love to hate me and hate to love me. I'm not vain or anything, I'm just all about fun and happiness. I'm extra silly and sometimes, people say I go over the top, but others say I bring entertainment to their lives. It's a win-lose situation in somes eyes, but in mine, it's all good. I've come to the realization that not everyone will like me and that there isn't anything I can really do about it. Because, (sad to say) I feel that same way about a lot of folks. I pick my friends like a I pick my fruit (to borrow a line from Erykah Badu).
And it just seems that no matter how hard some folks may try, I just won't like them. Of course I'm still kind, I'm not hateful or mean. But in my mind, I'm constantly saying (I wish you weren't here ...).
Now for my blog(s) as of right now, I have two different blog sites. I didn't realize when I first started how I could get everything on one page, under one url. Now, (three months after I started my blog) I've finally figured it out. But, I haven't really been on here that much either (to my defense). I've separated them into to broad categories (1) The Quest at http://identityquest3.blogspot.com/and (2) The Movement at http://identityquest1.blogspot.com/. (1) is more so about me searching for something; a relationship, a new city, new experiences, more happiness. (2) is about my people. Straight up, my people and my concerns with how in this day in age, we still have so many problems, that quite frankly, need not be.
I hope you should enjoy whatever you choose to read and I wish you well on your own personal quest.
© Robyn K. Mizelle, May 2007.
